Eighteenth Poem

A screwed up place
Full of chains and ties
Everything brings disgrace
In their damn eyes

I'm here, losing sanity
In my body and brain
Slowly reaching insanity
Yet to none I can explain

I really need to lose it
For the good life of me
Now that I get to admit
Somebody set me free

I can't commit it alone
Thoughts make me scared
As it can't be known
About the twisted unprepared

So just make it broken
Cause that's the trick
Make happen the unspoken
Don't mind if it's sick

That's my only choice
To end my bad luck
I just want to rejoice
After being bloody stuck

I'm not fucking sane
I want to see the new
I want to end this pain
I have to go through

- Aug 2018

You sure know how to capture your own darkness in words. Though... these poems makes it seem like that's all you can see